As the whole world know , pinoys are everywhere in this 4 corner of this world...From the Himalayas to the top of Mt Sinai in Tralala land.
At bakit nga ba ang mga pinoy ay umaalis sa sariling bansa mangibang bansa. For some maybe its just for leisure lalo na sa mga may kakayahan na maglakbay. Pero karamihan ay nangignibang bansa para maghanapbuhay. Hinde na ito bago sa mga dayuhan dahil sila din ay nangingibang bansa rin. Pero tayong mga pinoy, what are the main reason why we are doing this for centuries.
Sabi nila pag nag abroad ka na yayaman ka na kasi maraming dollar ang kikitain sa ibang bansa. Hinde po ito totoo, at depende kung sino yong nag aabroad. Go where the grass is greener yan po ang famous motto ng karamihan sa ating mga Pinoy.
Pero bakit greener nga marami pa ring umuuwi sa sariling bayan na malungkot at luhaan. For some of us we work for a long period of time even years a decade or more.
Some are succesful nakapagpundar ng gamit sa bahay, nakabili ng motor, jeep , kotse, bahay, LV bag ni misis, Adidas shoes ng anak etc. Ito po ba ang dahilan kung bakit tayo nag abroad, para makabili ng bahay , for majority malamang yes ang sagot, how about jeep , motor ,car,,,well yes pa rin ang sagot...paano naman yong LV bag ni misis yon ba ay sign ng karangyaan ng isang pamilya. Well aminin man natin at hinde yon at kagarbuhan na lamang. Marming mister dyan ang nag aabroad padala ng padala ng pera, di na bale na walang maiwan sa kanya kahit na setimo para lang paipadala sa pamilya.. Ang hinde alam ni Mister si Misis ay lagi sa parlour at nagpapamanicure, pedicure, facial , parebond ng buhok, bili ng bsgong bag, panay ang punta sa Sm isasama pa si Kumare para maipakita niya na marami siyang datung na dumating galing kay mister...
Ang anak naman panay sabi may bayaran sa school yon pala panlalaro lang ng computer games sa mga internet cafe, pang inom kasama ng mga barkada, kung minalas malas pa ang parents pangbili pa ng drugs...
Pinoy abroad malamang some of us already experienced this or isa tayo sa biktima ng minalas or sinuwerte na nag abroad. Saan po natin ilalagay ang sarili natin, sige kayod pa rin ba tayo para may maibigay at masustentuhan ang mga pamilya natin na walang mayaw kung gastusin ang mga pinaghirapan natin. Ilan sa atin nag nabubulyawan ng mga walang hiyang mga amo , pero tinitiis na lang natin or iniignore na lang kasi nag nasa isip natin ay ok lang yon basta sa katapusan may susuwelduhin. Mapapangiti na lang tayo pag tanggap ng sweldo para may maipadala at kalimutan ang hirap, alipusta na dinaranas sa mga among banyaga.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Trip Home and To Baguio city
This is the continuation of my previous blog titled "Breaking up is difficult to digest".
It was about three and a half hour later when i reach my hometown. It was a long slow ride on the bus. I can't remember how many times I fall asleep while sitting in a not so comfortable place. The ride is bumpy at some point, so it is impossible to get a good sleep in that ride home.
A relative came to pick me up at the bus station in my town, then another 20 minutes journey to where I live. I live in a modest place , quite, away from the buzzling town and absolutely different from where the country I'm working. I love city life but once in a while i love the quite and peaceful place like my place where my family lives.
Everything looks the same since the last time i went home. There is that familiar farm, familiar faces of my neighbours, The only changes that i noticed is the newly born baby in my neighbour.
Kids are bigger now, olds folk had more wrinkles than before. Well, it's only a year since I went home so not so much has change really.
I sent a short message to Ernie telling him that i arrived home safely and he responded with "thank goodness for that ,enjoy your stay with your family, i miss you already".
My house looks the same, furnitures still sitting from where it was. I only thought that it needs a bit of cleaning, but honestly i do not have to do that cos I will be leaving the next day to Baguio City to visit my relatives. I was only given 10 days holiday and I do not have any idea how I am going to do all the things that i need to do in just 10 days.
After putting my bag down and chatted a bit about hows everybody, had a quick lunch and chatted more, i went down to town to buy a new sofa. Yes for goodness sake my house needs a new sofa. I know how crazy it is to buy a sofa 4 hours after i reach home. It is uncomfortable sitting in an old worn sofa that we had for years. I ask someone to accompany me to town to buy that sofa and then we went.
I do not have much time to scout for a more decent sofa. Actually i dont have any other choices becuase furniture shop in my town is limited to about 2 to 3 shops so i decided to look at one shop and when i see one that fancies y me i"ll buy it. So that is exactly what I did. I settled with a blue print sofa to match our house curtain. The lady ask me if I prefer the more brighter colour like orange and red but i said no thanks I do not like bold colours. I like blue because it feels cool in the eyes.
I bought an extra bed cushion too in case some relatives want to come over and stay for the night. True enough that night there was about 5 teenage relatives came to stay because they are the one who will come with me to Baguio the next day. I've been planning to bring my teenage nephews to Baguio, you know its one of those feild trips that they do with their friends but this time I want to enjoy my holiday with them. In my previous holiday's I always opted to stay home and do house renovation, i am not a carpenter but I have this passion of doing something in the house whenever im home like painting the windows or do the garden. I always do general cleaning whenever i'm home i have a habit of discarding old stuffs like chipped plates, old clothes etc.
We got up early in the morning to catch a 4 hour ride to Baguio. I woke the boys up , 4 of them to get ready I thought they are not gonna wake up in time but I guess they are too excited like me to go to Baguio. We managed to board the bus at 5 am, it was a very smooth ride. We stopped couple of times at a bus terminal for the people who want to go to a washroom or buy snack. At 8-30 in the morning we reached baguio city. I like the climate in Baguio not cold but refreshing totally different from where i live.
A relative came to pick us up at the bus terminal , then she brought us in a nearby jollibee for a breakfast. Gosh my day won't complete without a coffee, and that exactly what i needed.
We had a good chat with my relatives a couple of old folks. They brought along a son to drive another car in case one car is not enought to accomodate all of us. Couple of my cousin came to join us too in Bagiuo but took a different bus. Right after breakfast we went straight to do a sightseeing. There are many nice tourist spots in Bagiuo, honestly I never see that place for a long time. I was still a little kid when I saw it and now I begin to understand why people from all over Philippines wanted to see it.
Climate is ok, views are amazing, people are friendly just a perfect place to spend time for the next 2 days. We are lucky enough to be driven around the whole day with my relatives . We visited many places, they show us the whole Baguio city and even part of Benguet. We have relatives too who lives in Benguet but its too far for us to travel in a very short period of time.
We checked in at our hotel at 8 pm right after our dinner. After a long day of sightseeing and walking all of us are too tired to even climb the stairs to our hotel room. Everybody enjoyed the trip. This is the first time that I brought my nephews together for a trip. They are so thankful for the opportunity all expence paid courtesy of me of course.
We have toured the city one more time the next day, bought few souveneirs along the way. Eat at jollibee one again, the boys love the food at jolibee errr not me. I wanted a proper food.
We catch the bus at 6 pm and we have a slow but smooth ride home. Every body was tired but happy for the experience. We planned to go back there again on my next holiday....well maybe next year.....I sent Ernie a message telling him we are on our way home, he responded with " good to hear you enjoyed your trip there take care."
It was about three and a half hour later when i reach my hometown. It was a long slow ride on the bus. I can't remember how many times I fall asleep while sitting in a not so comfortable place. The ride is bumpy at some point, so it is impossible to get a good sleep in that ride home.
A relative came to pick me up at the bus station in my town, then another 20 minutes journey to where I live. I live in a modest place , quite, away from the buzzling town and absolutely different from where the country I'm working. I love city life but once in a while i love the quite and peaceful place like my place where my family lives.
Everything looks the same since the last time i went home. There is that familiar farm, familiar faces of my neighbours, The only changes that i noticed is the newly born baby in my neighbour.
Kids are bigger now, olds folk had more wrinkles than before. Well, it's only a year since I went home so not so much has change really.
I sent a short message to Ernie telling him that i arrived home safely and he responded with "thank goodness for that ,enjoy your stay with your family, i miss you already".
My house looks the same, furnitures still sitting from where it was. I only thought that it needs a bit of cleaning, but honestly i do not have to do that cos I will be leaving the next day to Baguio City to visit my relatives. I was only given 10 days holiday and I do not have any idea how I am going to do all the things that i need to do in just 10 days.
After putting my bag down and chatted a bit about hows everybody, had a quick lunch and chatted more, i went down to town to buy a new sofa. Yes for goodness sake my house needs a new sofa. I know how crazy it is to buy a sofa 4 hours after i reach home. It is uncomfortable sitting in an old worn sofa that we had for years. I ask someone to accompany me to town to buy that sofa and then we went.
I do not have much time to scout for a more decent sofa. Actually i dont have any other choices becuase furniture shop in my town is limited to about 2 to 3 shops so i decided to look at one shop and when i see one that fancies y me i"ll buy it. So that is exactly what I did. I settled with a blue print sofa to match our house curtain. The lady ask me if I prefer the more brighter colour like orange and red but i said no thanks I do not like bold colours. I like blue because it feels cool in the eyes.
I bought an extra bed cushion too in case some relatives want to come over and stay for the night. True enough that night there was about 5 teenage relatives came to stay because they are the one who will come with me to Baguio the next day. I've been planning to bring my teenage nephews to Baguio, you know its one of those feild trips that they do with their friends but this time I want to enjoy my holiday with them. In my previous holiday's I always opted to stay home and do house renovation, i am not a carpenter but I have this passion of doing something in the house whenever im home like painting the windows or do the garden. I always do general cleaning whenever i'm home i have a habit of discarding old stuffs like chipped plates, old clothes etc.
We got up early in the morning to catch a 4 hour ride to Baguio. I woke the boys up , 4 of them to get ready I thought they are not gonna wake up in time but I guess they are too excited like me to go to Baguio. We managed to board the bus at 5 am, it was a very smooth ride. We stopped couple of times at a bus terminal for the people who want to go to a washroom or buy snack. At 8-30 in the morning we reached baguio city. I like the climate in Baguio not cold but refreshing totally different from where i live.
A relative came to pick us up at the bus terminal , then she brought us in a nearby jollibee for a breakfast. Gosh my day won't complete without a coffee, and that exactly what i needed.
We had a good chat with my relatives a couple of old folks. They brought along a son to drive another car in case one car is not enought to accomodate all of us. Couple of my cousin came to join us too in Bagiuo but took a different bus. Right after breakfast we went straight to do a sightseeing. There are many nice tourist spots in Bagiuo, honestly I never see that place for a long time. I was still a little kid when I saw it and now I begin to understand why people from all over Philippines wanted to see it.
Climate is ok, views are amazing, people are friendly just a perfect place to spend time for the next 2 days. We are lucky enough to be driven around the whole day with my relatives . We visited many places, they show us the whole Baguio city and even part of Benguet. We have relatives too who lives in Benguet but its too far for us to travel in a very short period of time.
We checked in at our hotel at 8 pm right after our dinner. After a long day of sightseeing and walking all of us are too tired to even climb the stairs to our hotel room. Everybody enjoyed the trip. This is the first time that I brought my nephews together for a trip. They are so thankful for the opportunity all expence paid courtesy of me of course.
We have toured the city one more time the next day, bought few souveneirs along the way. Eat at jollibee one again, the boys love the food at jolibee errr not me. I wanted a proper food.
We catch the bus at 6 pm and we have a slow but smooth ride home. Every body was tired but happy for the experience. We planned to go back there again on my next holiday....well maybe next year.....I sent Ernie a message telling him we are on our way home, he responded with " good to hear you enjoyed your trip there take care."
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Breaking Up Is difficult to digest
So, its been a year since I updated this blog. ...
Time flies so fast that I can never reliazed thousand things already happened in my life. Within that period I was living happily, contented, although work keeps me busy all the time. My mind was occupied with so many things that I also forgot that i aged another year.
Thanks goodness craws feet did not appear in my face. Something that I am very thankful about. I will never forgive myself though if that's happen because I know I am taking good care of my appearance no matter how busy I am. There's no excuses, even when I felt to tired and wornout at the end of the day I always make sure that I clean my face, dab a moisturiser and massage it gently.
Well enough for the aging topic nobody wants to look awfull anyway....
This blog will never be updated if I did not experienced the most traumatic event in my life...Well i'm talking about relationship.
Maybe many of you has already experienced this but those of you who read this might give me a bit of advice how to overcome this easily.
I meet this guy through one of the friendly site on the internet. He lives in my country, [I work overseas now]. Means he is my countrymen speaks the same language eat the same food knows the places i've been too. Generally speaking we connect in so many things.
We started as a chatmate over ym, he gives me daily dosage of care, kindness,support. He makes me laugh with his silly made up stories, he laugh at my jokes. He gave assurances that everything will be ok If I tell him a story about my workload, pain ,disgustment to others.
He would leave offline messages if I dont see him online, He would send me emails...even if its just a simple hi and hello. By reading that I know deep in my heart that this guy really cares for me. We started to talk about relationship soon after knowing him. He told me that he really wants to know me more and that gives me a hint that this guy is really into me. In an instant I felt that I could connect with this guy spiritually and emotionally.
Everyday, except the weekend during his worktime we talk over at ym...thank goodness for this wonderful work of intellegence called the yahoo messenger....thousands or maybe billions of people use it as a way of communication everyday 24 hours.
We hit it off after few months of chatting, our daily topic includes the weather, the traffic in manila, the fare hike, drivers hike, his projects ,his travels in the past, told me stories about Tokyo Japan, his work stint in Uzbekistan, his experienced there the people, the Russians that he meet, the curry in India, the Indian people. I have a daily dosage of stories and that keeps us connected. I never fet bored talking to him there's always a new topic or sometimes rewinded those stories that he told me in the past. Well, I did not mind talking it over and over because that how makes us connected.
I begin to fall in love with this guy around October last year 2007. I really felt weird if we dont talk in one day. I felt sick in the stomach thinking ohh how can he forgot me, how can he didnt go online? Didnt he miss me? Or is there something happened to him? I was wondering the whole time he didnt appear online. Only to be informed after few days that he was sick and he didnt go to work, and there are also time that he has to be on his project site to supervise his projects personally. And sometimes there was this non stop meetings specially if they have to rush one project to meet the deadlines.... Oh deadlines I heard that all the time....Oh how silly I am ....
We do not communicate on the phone, texting is once in a blue moon. He lives in the Philippines I work in Singapore.
We celebrate Christmas away from each other, he celebrated hid with his family, I celebreated mine with friends... we exchange e-cards...we said enjoy your christmas to each other ending I love you very much. Take care and see you online next year. He has a long weekend over the Christmas. Me too has a long weekend in singapore ,didnt have to work.so I spend my time reading,watching tv, surfing the internet, cleaning my place, rearranging lots of things that gets on my way, and yes photography...I do love photography its one of my best hobby and I am very passionate about it.
Then came 2008...then there he was again we chatted as usual exchanging stories how we spend christmas apart. He said he had a very low key Christmas day. Spend time with his family ( he is married and I knew about it) He fixed stuff in his house, helped to clean the house and backyard and those sort of things.
I was planning to go home on the summer. He wanted me to go home immediately because he wanted to meet me personally. We've been chatting for a long time , we know there is connection between us. We talk about lust, about sex , about everything. We knew we connected in so many ways. We planned to meet, we both are very excited that at last we can touch each other and feel each other. Me miss each other everyday, I know he loves me the way I love him. I can feel that deep in my heart. And I trusted my feeling, I trusted him. When He said he loves me very much I beleive that. I was inlove and I was blindedly inlove. Who cares if this man is married, Who cares if he sleeps with his wife. The most important to me is that we love each other, we care for each other. He dated me yes he dated me virtually over the internet. We were in the beach, watching the sunset, we dined in the restaurant near the beach, we listen to the music...smiling to each other, joking together and laughing together. With all that I felt contented and happy. We make love virtually, not sure how we did it but we both felt satisfied after...and there was even laughter after it he said he was exhuasted efter that lovemaking. He promised he will do more and perform even better in person. So he asked me to come home immediately.
I was happy inlove...what a nice feeling. I think I will live forever and stay youthful and contented and happy. I am glowing everyday like a showered flower.
We exhanged photos in he past. He looks very charming, not a Brad Pitt like but for me he was the most handsome guy I ever meet. A day before valentines day I gave him a photo of mine, a nude one without my face [for a more mystery effect]. I am a photographer and I do like to experiment on photos. I gave him my best shot, lustfull pose and all. He was very thrilled when I gave him and immediately wanted me on the spot. I can imagine what will happen if I meet him after work hours on that day. Me may be ended in a hotel room and shugged each other nonestop for hours. He begged me to have my holidays in February but i said we have to wait till April. I have workloads to do and I cant have my holiday just like that. So we both waited patiently , yearning and excited. We made plan to to meet on the firts day of my arrival, he said he will come to fetch me at the airport. He jokingly suggest if I its ok for me not to wear panties so he can feel me. I was burnt of excitement. We have a good laugh about it, he said he can't make it to the hotel room, so maybe can we start in his car on the way to the hotel? I know its just a joke but I am beginning to think oh yeah why not.. Shall i try that I never experienced that in my life. It must be fun and exciting. Hmm ok....let me think. I was smiling everytime i remember about that joke.
I went back home for a holiday [at last] last April. And as planned he came to fetch me from the airport. This time we made sure we stay connected thru texting... I sent him few text before I depart I said to him dont answer back, im just informing him about my whereabouts. Will send him a text immidiately after the plane land in the Philippine soil.
So everything went well according to what we planned. I sent him a text right after the plane touched down the airport runway. He immidiately answered, he was on his way just wait for him in case he comes late. There was a bit of traffic on his way. As soon as I cleared from the immigration I sent him a text once more to inform that I am outside now waiting for him to come and get me. Five minutes later here he comes on a metallic blue car.
He stopped right in front of me...and he comes out from the car and say HI to me. I said hi with a smile my heart was pounding heavily but tried to calm down. I felt nervous but I played it cool. I know my nerve is full of excitement. He put my luggage on his car boot. I watched him as he loaded them, men he was strong. One of my luggage weighed 40 kilos and here is this guy carried it like a cotton wool. Well, I am a bit exagerated here. We kissed passionately inside tha car..it was long and tender, very loving feeling. He said well at last we meet, something we are excited about. He joked at me if im wearing a panties I said YES...
We went down straight to the Bay..as he promised to show me around Manila Bay before we had our dinner and before we head down to a hotel. It's been a long time since I went to Manila Bay so I am very excited to see it again . I wanted to catch the sunset so I can take a photo of it.
We reached the place on time , I manage to take a few shots of the sunset and took a photo of him as well. I took about 2 photos of him as a soveigner...[that photo of him became the subject of another story later].
He took my photo too as my soveigner on that place, we did not have photo together because I did not want to entrust my camera to other. We dined in that place after a quick stroll of the seaside. Not much has change it is still the place I've know. Honestly, someone dated me there in the past year when I was still working in Manila. I can still remember who that guy was, but that was a history.
Soon after we finish our dinner we head down to the hotel. I know both of us has a burning desire to feel and touch each other in the privacy of a hotel room. That ride to the hotel was the longest ride in my life....with all the desire, the excitement I can't wait to feel and have this guy all over me. I wanted him so badly, i wanted him NOW . The traffic is killing me.
Soon after we entered the room, we kissed passionately, long and tender and wet. He was a very masculine guy exactly how i wanted. I have a very great desire on this guy.We touched each other, very passionately, i love how he touched me all over. I felt loved, I felt pamapered, I felt secured, I felt soooooooo happy . I am so inlove with this guy.
It was a very memorable night. Exactly what he promised to me. He did his job very well , excellent performance ,I gave him a 5 star.
He sent me off at the bus terminal the next morning to catch my bus home. I have to travel 3 hours to get to my hometown.
My holiday is just 10 days. We decided to meet up again before I go back to Singapore. Spending my time with my family is enjoyable but my mind is with him. We communicate daily thru text.
We planned for another night together before i leave the country. I was excited, I wish the day will gone so quickly so I can be with him again........[to be continued]
Time flies so fast that I can never reliazed thousand things already happened in my life. Within that period I was living happily, contented, although work keeps me busy all the time. My mind was occupied with so many things that I also forgot that i aged another year.
Thanks goodness craws feet did not appear in my face. Something that I am very thankful about. I will never forgive myself though if that's happen because I know I am taking good care of my appearance no matter how busy I am. There's no excuses, even when I felt to tired and wornout at the end of the day I always make sure that I clean my face, dab a moisturiser and massage it gently.
Well enough for the aging topic nobody wants to look awfull anyway....
This blog will never be updated if I did not experienced the most traumatic event in my life...Well i'm talking about relationship.
Maybe many of you has already experienced this but those of you who read this might give me a bit of advice how to overcome this easily.
I meet this guy through one of the friendly site on the internet. He lives in my country, [I work overseas now]. Means he is my countrymen speaks the same language eat the same food knows the places i've been too. Generally speaking we connect in so many things.
We started as a chatmate over ym, he gives me daily dosage of care, kindness,support. He makes me laugh with his silly made up stories, he laugh at my jokes. He gave assurances that everything will be ok If I tell him a story about my workload, pain ,disgustment to others.
He would leave offline messages if I dont see him online, He would send me emails...even if its just a simple hi and hello. By reading that I know deep in my heart that this guy really cares for me. We started to talk about relationship soon after knowing him. He told me that he really wants to know me more and that gives me a hint that this guy is really into me. In an instant I felt that I could connect with this guy spiritually and emotionally.
Everyday, except the weekend during his worktime we talk over at ym...thank goodness for this wonderful work of intellegence called the yahoo messenger....thousands or maybe billions of people use it as a way of communication everyday 24 hours.
We hit it off after few months of chatting, our daily topic includes the weather, the traffic in manila, the fare hike, drivers hike, his projects ,his travels in the past, told me stories about Tokyo Japan, his work stint in Uzbekistan, his experienced there the people, the Russians that he meet, the curry in India, the Indian people. I have a daily dosage of stories and that keeps us connected. I never fet bored talking to him there's always a new topic or sometimes rewinded those stories that he told me in the past. Well, I did not mind talking it over and over because that how makes us connected.
I begin to fall in love with this guy around October last year 2007. I really felt weird if we dont talk in one day. I felt sick in the stomach thinking ohh how can he forgot me, how can he didnt go online? Didnt he miss me? Or is there something happened to him? I was wondering the whole time he didnt appear online. Only to be informed after few days that he was sick and he didnt go to work, and there are also time that he has to be on his project site to supervise his projects personally. And sometimes there was this non stop meetings specially if they have to rush one project to meet the deadlines.... Oh deadlines I heard that all the time....Oh how silly I am ....
We do not communicate on the phone, texting is once in a blue moon. He lives in the Philippines I work in Singapore.
We celebrate Christmas away from each other, he celebrated hid with his family, I celebreated mine with friends... we exchange e-cards...we said enjoy your christmas to each other ending I love you very much. Take care and see you online next year. He has a long weekend over the Christmas. Me too has a long weekend in singapore ,didnt have to work.so I spend my time reading,watching tv, surfing the internet, cleaning my place, rearranging lots of things that gets on my way, and yes photography...I do love photography its one of my best hobby and I am very passionate about it.
Then came 2008...then there he was again we chatted as usual exchanging stories how we spend christmas apart. He said he had a very low key Christmas day. Spend time with his family ( he is married and I knew about it) He fixed stuff in his house, helped to clean the house and backyard and those sort of things.
I was planning to go home on the summer. He wanted me to go home immediately because he wanted to meet me personally. We've been chatting for a long time , we know there is connection between us. We talk about lust, about sex , about everything. We knew we connected in so many ways. We planned to meet, we both are very excited that at last we can touch each other and feel each other. Me miss each other everyday, I know he loves me the way I love him. I can feel that deep in my heart. And I trusted my feeling, I trusted him. When He said he loves me very much I beleive that. I was inlove and I was blindedly inlove. Who cares if this man is married, Who cares if he sleeps with his wife. The most important to me is that we love each other, we care for each other. He dated me yes he dated me virtually over the internet. We were in the beach, watching the sunset, we dined in the restaurant near the beach, we listen to the music...smiling to each other, joking together and laughing together. With all that I felt contented and happy. We make love virtually, not sure how we did it but we both felt satisfied after...and there was even laughter after it he said he was exhuasted efter that lovemaking. He promised he will do more and perform even better in person. So he asked me to come home immediately.
I was happy inlove...what a nice feeling. I think I will live forever and stay youthful and contented and happy. I am glowing everyday like a showered flower.
We exhanged photos in he past. He looks very charming, not a Brad Pitt like but for me he was the most handsome guy I ever meet. A day before valentines day I gave him a photo of mine, a nude one without my face [for a more mystery effect]. I am a photographer and I do like to experiment on photos. I gave him my best shot, lustfull pose and all. He was very thrilled when I gave him and immediately wanted me on the spot. I can imagine what will happen if I meet him after work hours on that day. Me may be ended in a hotel room and shugged each other nonestop for hours. He begged me to have my holidays in February but i said we have to wait till April. I have workloads to do and I cant have my holiday just like that. So we both waited patiently , yearning and excited. We made plan to to meet on the firts day of my arrival, he said he will come to fetch me at the airport. He jokingly suggest if I its ok for me not to wear panties so he can feel me. I was burnt of excitement. We have a good laugh about it, he said he can't make it to the hotel room, so maybe can we start in his car on the way to the hotel? I know its just a joke but I am beginning to think oh yeah why not.. Shall i try that I never experienced that in my life. It must be fun and exciting. Hmm ok....let me think. I was smiling everytime i remember about that joke.
I went back home for a holiday [at last] last April. And as planned he came to fetch me from the airport. This time we made sure we stay connected thru texting... I sent him few text before I depart I said to him dont answer back, im just informing him about my whereabouts. Will send him a text immidiately after the plane land in the Philippine soil.
So everything went well according to what we planned. I sent him a text right after the plane touched down the airport runway. He immidiately answered, he was on his way just wait for him in case he comes late. There was a bit of traffic on his way. As soon as I cleared from the immigration I sent him a text once more to inform that I am outside now waiting for him to come and get me. Five minutes later here he comes on a metallic blue car.
He stopped right in front of me...and he comes out from the car and say HI to me. I said hi with a smile my heart was pounding heavily but tried to calm down. I felt nervous but I played it cool. I know my nerve is full of excitement. He put my luggage on his car boot. I watched him as he loaded them, men he was strong. One of my luggage weighed 40 kilos and here is this guy carried it like a cotton wool. Well, I am a bit exagerated here. We kissed passionately inside tha car..it was long and tender, very loving feeling. He said well at last we meet, something we are excited about. He joked at me if im wearing a panties I said YES...
We went down straight to the Bay..as he promised to show me around Manila Bay before we had our dinner and before we head down to a hotel. It's been a long time since I went to Manila Bay so I am very excited to see it again . I wanted to catch the sunset so I can take a photo of it.
We reached the place on time , I manage to take a few shots of the sunset and took a photo of him as well. I took about 2 photos of him as a soveigner...[that photo of him became the subject of another story later].
He took my photo too as my soveigner on that place, we did not have photo together because I did not want to entrust my camera to other. We dined in that place after a quick stroll of the seaside. Not much has change it is still the place I've know. Honestly, someone dated me there in the past year when I was still working in Manila. I can still remember who that guy was, but that was a history.
Soon after we finish our dinner we head down to the hotel. I know both of us has a burning desire to feel and touch each other in the privacy of a hotel room. That ride to the hotel was the longest ride in my life....with all the desire, the excitement I can't wait to feel and have this guy all over me. I wanted him so badly, i wanted him NOW . The traffic is killing me.
Soon after we entered the room, we kissed passionately, long and tender and wet. He was a very masculine guy exactly how i wanted. I have a very great desire on this guy.We touched each other, very passionately, i love how he touched me all over. I felt loved, I felt pamapered, I felt secured, I felt soooooooo happy . I am so inlove with this guy.
It was a very memorable night. Exactly what he promised to me. He did his job very well , excellent performance ,I gave him a 5 star.
He sent me off at the bus terminal the next morning to catch my bus home. I have to travel 3 hours to get to my hometown.
My holiday is just 10 days. We decided to meet up again before I go back to Singapore. Spending my time with my family is enjoyable but my mind is with him. We communicate daily thru text.
We planned for another night together before i leave the country. I was excited, I wish the day will gone so quickly so I can be with him again........[to be continued]
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Message to all....read it please!
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.
The long term benefits of sunscreen is proven by scientist.
Enjoy the power of beauty of your youth
Oh never mind , you will not understand the beauty of your youth until they've faded.
But trust me, in 20 years time you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way, you can't grasp now, how much possibly lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future.
Or worry, but know that worrrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be the things that never crossed your worried mind.
That kind of blindsided you at 4 pm on idle tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you.
Sing.
Even if you cant carry a tune.
Don't be reckless to other peoples heart if you dont want people to be reckless with yours.
Floss.
Take extra care of your teeth, they are one of your best asset.
Don'y waste time in jealousy.
Sometimes your ahead, sometimes your behind.
The race is long and at the end its only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive.
Forget the insults.
Keep your old love letter, throw away your old bank statement.
Stretch.
Be aware of your posture all the time. Always stand traight..
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives.
Some of the interesting 40 years old, still don't.
Get plenty of calcium
Be kind to your knees.
You will miss them when they are gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you wont
Maybe you'll have chldren , maybe you wont
Maybe you'll divorce at 40.
Maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75 th wedding anniversary.
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself to much, or berate yourself either.
Your choices are half chance
So are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body.
Use it in every way you can
Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
It's the best instrument you ever own.
Dance even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines , they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they 're gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings.
They are your best link in the past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that people come and go,
But with the precious few you must hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gap in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get , the more you need the people who you knew when you were young.
Live in New York once , but leave before it makes you hard.
Live in Northern California once but leave before it make you soft
Travel.
See the world.
Accept certain inalienable truths
Prices will rise
Politiciand will philander
You, too, will get old
And when you do you'll fantasize that when you were younger , prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respect their elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you
Maybe you have a tust fund
Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse
But you never know when either one might run out
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you'll 40 you'll look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy
But be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is form of nostalgia
Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off painting over the ugly parts and recycling it more than it's worth.
If I could offer you one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.
The long term benefits of sunscreen is proven by scientist.
Enjoy the power of beauty of your youth
Oh never mind , you will not understand the beauty of your youth until they've faded.
But trust me, in 20 years time you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way, you can't grasp now, how much possibly lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future.
Or worry, but know that worrrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be the things that never crossed your worried mind.
That kind of blindsided you at 4 pm on idle tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you.
Sing.
Even if you cant carry a tune.
Don't be reckless to other peoples heart if you dont want people to be reckless with yours.
Floss.
Take extra care of your teeth, they are one of your best asset.
Don'y waste time in jealousy.
Sometimes your ahead, sometimes your behind.
The race is long and at the end its only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive.
Forget the insults.
Keep your old love letter, throw away your old bank statement.
Stretch.
Be aware of your posture all the time. Always stand traight..
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives.
Some of the interesting 40 years old, still don't.
Get plenty of calcium
Be kind to your knees.
You will miss them when they are gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you wont
Maybe you'll have chldren , maybe you wont
Maybe you'll divorce at 40.
Maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75 th wedding anniversary.
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself to much, or berate yourself either.
Your choices are half chance
So are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body.
Use it in every way you can
Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
It's the best instrument you ever own.
Dance even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines , they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they 're gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings.
They are your best link in the past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that people come and go,
But with the precious few you must hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gap in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get , the more you need the people who you knew when you were young.
Live in New York once , but leave before it makes you hard.
Live in Northern California once but leave before it make you soft
Travel.
See the world.
Accept certain inalienable truths
Prices will rise
Politiciand will philander
You, too, will get old
And when you do you'll fantasize that when you were younger , prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respect their elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you
Maybe you have a tust fund
Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse
But you never know when either one might run out
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you'll 40 you'll look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy
But be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is form of nostalgia
Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off painting over the ugly parts and recycling it more than it's worth.
Way Back Into Love
I watched the movie Music and Lyrics played by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrimore and Way Back Into Love is the title of the song they created in the movie. This song reminds me of someone from the past.....
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seems to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need him again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.
All I want to do is find my way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love,ohohoh
Ive been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find my way back into love
And if i open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There's a moment when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find my back my into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I hope you'll show me what to do
Ang if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seems to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need him again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.
All I want to do is find my way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love,ohohoh
Ive been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find my way back into love
And if i open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There's a moment when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find my back my into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I hope you'll show me what to do
Ang if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.
characteristics of a scorpio
Scorpios is a nature of dark intensity and swirling passion. Sexual magnetism pervades you whole being and you have a serious interest in your sex life. The rumors and myths have it that Scorpio has the best love life of all the signs, but it's not always true. Scorpios develop early and experiment in many ways emotionally when they are very young. They often have many sexual experiences in their search for ideal mate, one who can satisfy their intense needs. When they find one, they are faithful, honorable, and usually monogamous. However, love life can be a problem. Scorpios may have to rechannel their drives and fit them into realistic life patterns, effecting a total change.
But the passion for life never dies. No matter what your private life is like, you have a thirst for life and desire for survival that makes you irressistible. Sometimes, when people hear you're Scorpio, they act a litttle afraid. It's usually a ruse to cover up their titillation and excitement and secret t hope that you'll seduce them. You are stirred by primitive passions that are the bases for your sexual orientation, creative drives, and need for self expression. No other sign has such a profound instinc for survival and reproduction. Out of the abyss of your emotions come a thousand creations, each one with life of it's own, each one like an incomprehensible abstract painting.
Scorpios are passionate lover and prolific artist. Often your eyes snap and crackle with the dark energy of your whole being. When you fix your interest on someone or something, you become obsessed.
But the passion for life never dies. No matter what your private life is like, you have a thirst for life and desire for survival that makes you irressistible. Sometimes, when people hear you're Scorpio, they act a litttle afraid. It's usually a ruse to cover up their titillation and excitement and secret t hope that you'll seduce them. You are stirred by primitive passions that are the bases for your sexual orientation, creative drives, and need for self expression. No other sign has such a profound instinc for survival and reproduction. Out of the abyss of your emotions come a thousand creations, each one with life of it's own, each one like an incomprehensible abstract painting.
Scorpios are passionate lover and prolific artist. Often your eyes snap and crackle with the dark energy of your whole being. When you fix your interest on someone or something, you become obsessed.
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